With the evening sun lasting longer and the light drizzle
falling every now and then, I can see the spring is near. But today I can't see
myself near to where I really want to be.
Longing for something very simple things. The reality is making me feel like I
am misplaced. I have always felt like I was here for something else and not
this. Not something big but something different.
I wonder if I’m in the right place with the
right people because everything seems to be too normal and routine. It’s sad
sometimes and it overwhelms me.
I fall in love with being alone with myself.
It makes me feel good. I want to get lost for days in nature. wander
alone with music and feel limitless. Gaze the stars without thinking of the
role which I have to playback all over again. Riding a motorbike in the rain
and sleeping in the tent, suffering to climb the hill, and gasping
the view from above is what I am longing for right now.
So as the spring starts and the baby animals
fall on the ground, while the flower blooms and everything comes to life I also
see the space between where I am and where I wanna be getting smaller. The
future is definitely better and I am hoping that the things I am longing for
today be my routine in the future.
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